男人更惨

我认识一个人，他长得很帅气，很幽默，很成熟，爱家人，不要说他是个好人，但说他是个好男人绝对可以。

虽然我不是很清楚他的感情事，也不喜欢过问，不过也略懂。

他曾经有个很喜欢的人，也曾经相爱，不过最后还是分手。听说是因为女生，她因为在学校交了一班新朋友，而喜欢打机，去夜店，男朋友不能忍受了，所以分了。。。

之后，我发觉这男生开始变了，虽然变化不大，但还是变了。

他开始去夜店，之后也有女朋友，不过不久也分了，我觉得他还是很爱他的前任吧。到现在他好像都没交了。有一次，我听说他和一个人对话，那个人说：“你这么帅没有女朋友？骗人吧！”
他却很敷衍的带过。

虽然他现在还是照常吃饭，上班，去玩，可是，我觉得他变了，很可惜。

2011的计划

要用这几天计划2011的生活了，一定要更好，更棒！

目前想要做的改变：

1）不要skip class。
2）过更健康的生活。
3）认识多点朋友，重组社交方式与网络。
4）不要懒惰，要对自己的生活全权负责。
5）不要放弃一些应该有的态度与执着。

暂时就这样。haha...

出乎预料！

《骑白马的不一定是王子，他可能是唐僧；带翅膀的也不一定是天使，他可能是鸟人.》

昨天，我看到这句话，笑死我了。

对，不是每一样东东都是从外表看，就能知道的。

虽然是很简单的话，也很不美的用法，不过超有意思的！哈！

What if?

What if?

What if one day u wake up and oni find that everything is jus a dream, a long long dream?

What if you never gonna get wat u wan in ur life?

What if the person u love doesn't love you?

What if the last thing u will ever wanna do on earth comes to u in ur nex step?

What if u changed to be the worst person u can ever imagine?

What if tomoro is the end of the day?

What if the person u hate love u the most?

What if???

Another ending chapter for my life story...

This chapter is really meaningful for me...

At first u feel like u are in heaven on earth...everything u wanted, u needed, u dreamt of are there for u...

But then in a split of a second, all of it falls down like u don even noe wat is happening...

Ya, i know i am sometimes kinda look noob, but to tell the truth, im not noob as everyone think, sometimes i choose to be like that bcoz i can see how other people laugh through out the process...haha...

Yet, the ending of this chapter means there is another chapter for me to start wrting, but b4 that, i will really need to plan about it b4 i know wat i should write about...mayb this time is not about love, frens anymore...

Mayb it is jus gonna be me alone...for my plan B...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Hey everyone, Merry Christmas!!!haha

Actually this post is to share with everyone wat is it behind Christmas that make it so special, that make it not oni the western country celebrating it but oso Asian country.

I think most people would oni think about Santa Claus, Christmas Tree and Christmas present for this special day oni.

But the real meaning for this day is actually to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ, savior of mankind. Pls do remember that, Jesus love everyone, no matter who u are, u are not nobody, but u are someone that are very special and Jesus Love You.

Once again, Merry Christmas and Rejoy!!!

Missing Someone= Feeling Awful

I hate this kind of feeling...it feels so awful...something misery...

Im jus here to express my feelings...doesnt wanna be too sentimental or wat...

But i miss everyone and out of them i miss she the most...awwww~~~~~~~

mayb is bcoz i close my self in my house for too long ba...then the sickness starts to comes out...

Need to find a way to ignore this feeling or close it down...

Go sleep go sleep...hahaha

周杰伦

今天要和你们分享一个才子，他就是亚洲天王，《周杰伦》。

周杰伦，Jay Chou，出生于1979年1月18号。在他三岁那年，开始学钢琴，也开始发掘了他对音乐的天分，一直到现在，学会了各样的乐曲，如：吉他，鼓，等等的。

出道了十年，也发表了十张个人专辑，简直就是不简单。从《周杰伦同名专辑》一直到现在的《跨时代》，坚持自己的音乐风格，在每张加点不同音素，让大家不得不佩服他的恒心。

当然，如果一个艺人能够在演艺圈的其中一项领域成功已经不简单，更何况，杰伦他大胆挑战其他领域，从音乐到拍戏，再自导自演，再主持，他还是人吗？简直就是超人！哈。。。

他的音乐有声有色，他的电影叹为观止，他的主持笑声连连。

在这里和你们分享一首我很喜欢的歌曲，叫《简单爱》，这是我开始注意他的原因。还有他的《不能说的秘密》，令多少人哭了出来。。。现在的《Mr.J 频道》,更证明了他这十年来的努力，不是白费的...

Degree Year 1 Semester 2

I am very happy in this sem!!!haha...it's another wonderful sem for me...I've done alot of crazy things and also meaningful things!!!

First of all, I've started to join event as commitee, this is my first time helping in an event which is called, Chinese Culture Week in UTAR and i've learnt alot and alot, thanks to everybody.

Second great thing is that I've got to know 2094, and 2095 de people even better in this sem. We eat together, play together and alot things la. Haha, thanks to Meisin for creating the group 2094&2095.

The craziest thing i did this sem, i think was nth ba...haha...oni one time i follow my fren go to ipoh jus for pasar malam...very swt...haha...

Haha, of coz, i think the nicest thing ever happen to me is knowing a girl. haha, i wont talk much at here, mayb leaving it for the nex post..haha

Happy ME!!!

New Start!!!

I hope this is another new start for my blog...haha...recently kinda like blogging...I dono why, mayb got influenced ba...

真诚

天气：凉爽 心情：冷天

我其实很想对待每个人都是用很真诚的心，但是，我发觉，我办不到。很抱歉。

原因是，被伤害过，被出卖过，被玩弄过，被利用过。。。

我也不怪谁，因为我也学会了这样子对人，如果曾被我那样对待过的，很对不起。

我其实也很喜欢每次都和大家说说笑笑，时间很快就过去了。

但有时候，会一个不小心摆出了臭脸，真的很臭对吗？sry...

好了，收拾心情，漏出微笑，去看星星咯！！！erm...流星也是。。。哈。。。

周一couple

12-12-10

天气：阳光 心情：阴天

今天一早起来，本来一切都好好的，谁知道我这么8，去看了一些我不该看的东西，瞬间，心情down 到谷底。

明天就要考试拉，我能够集中吗？不去想这么多吗？我几时开始这么喜欢写blog的？能够不要再这么贪玩吗？

或许在此，有人觉得我很烦，对不起，我找不到其他发泄的管道了。想睡不能睡，因为脑海里一直浮现的想象画面，令我很刺心。

是时候丢开这一切了。原有的计划就算不能去进行也就算了，怪我没有plan B，也没想好如果这一切只是我自己想太多。

最后的最后，或许只有我一个人明白，承受。

我也是人

其实，这段期间，我有很多烦恼，感觉上自己还没长大，很幼稚。

为着一些有的没的而烦，都不知道自己为什么这么傻。

考试，重来就不被人喜欢吧？我也是人，当然考试也是烦恼之一，也是不喜欢考试。

但最近，又多了让我讨厌考试的理由。

疯疯癫癫，最近我总是疯疯癫癫的，当然，是为了要让朋友开心啦，或许也是释放压力的一种方法吧。

可是，总是被人觉得我好像在隐藏什么。

我，也是人。

2nd House, 2095

OK! so last time i have post about 2094 and now im gonna talk about the "lovely" people of 2095. This time im gonan start with the ground floor.haha

XIAN YEUN(a.k.a XY), she ar...i dono wat to say la...after she had a hair cut, become leng ad lo...but i think from far oni.....hahah...no la, jus kidding la, from near oso nice la...but don go too close, or else u will get hurt, mayb not by she, but from 'michealangelo'..haha

Then is AH KIT lo, he very seldom play with us except going to classes, because he always go and find his gf de...and he is very hardworking la, most of the time we don go class but he still go on his own...haha....about his ex-roommate WEI JIAN, i oni have 3 words for him, "I MISS YOU", although it is abit gay for me to say this but i stil will say it.

The upstairs we have 5 beatiful ladies and 2 guys which im not going to talk about the 2 guys bcoz i don exactly know them, sorry o...haha

First im gonna start with TZE LIN ba, she is like the big sister to the family, everything will be fine under her control and care. Sometimes when the girls are hungry, she will cook for them. Sometimes when the group are quiet she will go and make some laughther and so on so on.haha

Then is SEOW WEI. I don really know what she thinks actually. Sometimes talking to her make me pek cek ar. She tell me a long long story then she ask me do i und? then i would say i und and explain to her. Then she will say i don und. After a few session, i will begin to wanna take something and smash on her head ar!!!!!but, of coz i wont do it, bcoz she is alot "stronger" than me...hahaha

To the double room where BOBO and QING HUAN stay.erm...i don really know them very well, what i know is that QING HUAN have a really cute BF, and there is a picture of them in secondary school de, her BF smile was so innocent and cute...hahaha...and she has alot of bear bear......hahaa....really like a small girl...

And for BOBO, i think she is very "fren" with 2094's "JOJO", they 2 ar...getting high-profile recetly..haha...and she is cute cute dei de girl ba...and she has a nickname "burger-burger" bcoz her face.....looks like it...hahahah

And thats all la,oh wait!!!stil got one more, how could i forget it, i wont forget her de la...haha

She is the most lovely one, her name is MEI SIN. See her name oso know 很美了啦, 美仙 wor...hahah....recently she have a new hair cut, i think she is quiet daring, but the hair style suits her and i like it:) erm, i think she is quite matured other than her looks la, bcoz from outside she is still young and pretty...hehe...

So, thats all, bye bye!

My New Housemates

Ok, so here is it for my new post. Im goin to repaet wat i did for my foundation y1s1 classmates. Im goin to talk about my 2094 and 2095 housemates.

Im gonna start with 2094 mayb the nex post oni will be 2095. 2094 is a place for man to live. U know why?bcoz those guys who lives here have their pure manly hood.

First is YIBIN la...i knew him since i was in form 1...it has been quite a long time for us to be frens...haha..and he is talented la with his guitar...but his dota....not so la....hahahahaha...

Secondly is the 6 man group.
AH SENG who seems to be their leader, is always bullied by everyone actually. I think he is very very very noob. And recently he tries to get close to me to talk about his "private life stories". haha. Then there is this big macho guy who name is AH HAO. He like basketball and i think almost every evening he will cycle out to join the game with the other guys.

Then there is this guy who looks smart in his study but actually he likes sport as well. He is AH BOON.haha. Then there is this noob guy who is quite pro in his dance. I always ask him to teach me but until now, no lesson at all...He starts to like teasing me. He is AH YANG.

And we have this foundation guy, AH XIAN. I think he is not bad in his cooking. At least better than mine la.haha. His roommate is quite a quiet guy and his name is AH BI. So that basically makes up the first floor housemates.

On the ground floor, there is this 2 very very very noob de people, one is AH GAM one is JOSEPH. These two ar.........i sometimes really dono wat to say.........i wanna scold bad words but its not worthy......wanna say their good stuff but cant really find...so thats all la...donwan talk about them....haha...

And lastly is our lovely couple KENNY AND JENNY. erm, KENNY is a nice guy...he always be our driver fetch us here fetch us there....but sometimes, he can really make u pissed off, but its oso ok la...coz i still can tahan with it la...haha...and JENNY not bad la i can say...hahaha...

Dance With My Father

This is a wonderful song, when i heard it for the first time, I had tears all over my eyes.
It is a song from Luther Vandross, a great singer. Here is the lyrics. Please do love your family.

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance Another walk, another dance with him I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he Would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance One final step, one final dance with him I’d play a song that would never, ever end
Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m prayin’ for much too much But could You send back the only man she loved I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep And this is all I ever dream

教授：我向你们证明。若上帝存在，他会时邪恶的。
上帝确实是万物的创造者嘛？若上帝创造了万物，那他也创造了邪恶。即，上帝也是邪恶的了。

小孩：不是，教授。
寒冷存在吗？

教授：什么问题。寒冷当然存在拉。你未曾冻过吗？

小孩：事实上老师，寒冷并不存在。根据物理定律，我们所谓的寒冷，实质上是缺少了热量。
教授，黑暗存在吗？

教授：当然存在啦。

小孩：老师，这并不正确。黑暗也是不存在的。黑暗的实质是缺少了光。人可以研究光，而非黑暗。
邪恶并不存在，它就好象黑暗与寒冷。上帝没有创造邪恶。邪恶只是一种状态，当人心中缺乏上帝的爱。

这小孩的名字是，阿尔伯特 爱恩斯坦。（1879-1955）

回归正传！

哈。。。

“我回来了！”

ps：看看这次我可以耐多久。

灿烂的遗产

这是银星和俊世的爱情故事。。。
当初，银星只是朋友的朋友，而俊世陪着他的朋友去见她。他不把她放在眼里，因为他认为她就只是朋友。就这样， 时间过去了。

而在某天的某个地方，俊世又再次遇见她，而这一次，他开始的有想要保护她的念头，因为他看见了她最真的一面，无论多困难多委屈，她都能够坦然的面对。

就这样，他总是默默地默默地付出，是属于那种不求回报的付出。银星坏了手机，俊世就会找个借口买个手机说是他幸运抽到了一支手机，转送给她。女的说不见了某些东西，他就会帮她去寻找。女的生病了，他还会去帮她完成她该做的工作。他也总是给与她最适当的安慰与支持。

有一天，他终于认为是时候向她坦白了。。。
男：我不想再做你的哥哥了。。。
女：为什么？
男：有谁会希望一辈子作为他心爱女人的哥哥啊？
女：对不起，我觉得现在不能够，因为我还有一些还没完成的事。
男：那，在你完成之前，那个位子是留给我的咯。
女：可…要你等我，好像对你不公平。
男：有嘛？我不觉得，我不是在等你，而是陪伴着你，这是我最想要做的事。我为你做的都是我喜欢做的事，不要有负担，也不许你报答我。

过了好一段时间，银星，竟然爱上了另外一位男的。这一次，她约了俊世出来会面，说有些事要坦白，但她唯一不知道的是，俊世，早已知道她想对他做的残忍。。。

男：你不是说有话对我说嘛？（勉强的笑着）
女：上次说的，我想了想我做不到。
男：你是说我给你负担了吗？
女：不是。只是因为抱歉。我的那个约定，不能遵守了。
男：原来我的感情给你负担了。因为他嘛？我本来希望那只是他自己单方面的感情。而你却，为什么偏偏是他？他又不是一个可以比我还要关心你，照顾你，给你幸福的人，更不是一个可以不顾一切去爱你的人，为什么是他？！

女：真的很抱歉。
男：这段时间，一直守护着你身边，你以为我很好受吗？你的状况不好，我做着我能够帮你的事，守护着你，我认为是为你好。
女：我知道。
男：如果知道你会因为他慢慢走近你，跟你倾诉而心动的话，我不会坐视不理。
女：不是这样的，只是我都不知不觉就变成了这样了。
男：你不知道这种感觉吧？没有生气的资格，却又十分生气。没有拥抱的资格却又十分想拥抱。对于将要走远的人没法抓住，只能看着她走远的感觉。
大家都哭了。。。
在这个爱情故事里，俊世原来只是个配角，因为他永远都爱不到他想要爱的女人。

以上的故事来之于灿烂的遗产，真的很好看，很感人。。。也教我了不要随便为一个女的付出这么多，如果真的要付出，一定要有心理准备，不要有任何想要得到的想法。。。

I'm Back!!!

haha...recently...i am too boring liao...so, i think i will be back writing some noob noob de thing in here...haha...to noob noob de readers...mayb u will like it...but to pro pro de readers...mayb u like to laugh at it ba...anyway, i am back!!!