我的故事

有一个男子，他很喜欢很喜欢一个女子，他身边的朋友都知道，只有她不知道。。。
就在他决定要真真追求这位女子时，他一直以来的一个‘好朋友’，既然告诉他说：“我现在也喜欢那个女的。”
当下，这个男的，觉得很慌妙，怎么会有这种朋友？

其实这个男的就是我，我怎么也想不到，我一直以来对他那么好，把他当作好朋友对待，他现在却要和我争同一个女生。为什么世界上有这种人？

“你告诉我你喜欢她的意思是什么？”我问他。
“只想让你知道，因为我不想对不起你。”他说。
“可是打从你开始喜欢她的那一刻起，你对得起我嘛？”我问。
“我也不想的，可是我控制不了自己的感觉。”他说。

屁，我们不是动物，而是人类，我们有自制能力的好吗？

“那你现在的女朋友要怎么办？”我问。
“我要和她分手了，因为没有感觉。”他说。

有这种朋友，我真的无话可说。

我的朋友告诉我：
“这种朋友要不得”我赞成。
“不要放弃！”我一定不会的。
“既然他那么贱，你就要贱过他。”对不起，我做不到，因为我不是他。

你以为你私底下做的事我不知道吗？我从来不说些什么，是因为我信任你，不过以后，我再也不会这么容易相信别人了。

难道你的感觉是突然来的吗？不可能！一定是相处久了才有的。那么，你早就知道我喜欢她，你还一直缠着她干嘛？你从头到尾，都没把我当作你的朋友。那么，你也不需要我把你当朋友看待吧。

我真的很伤心，很心痛，本来想简简单单的，却发生那么多事。无话可说了。

朋友

朋友，有很多种，有陪你一起笑一起哭的，也有只陪你笑但不陪你哭的，也有利用感情的，也有不在乎感情的，有重义气的，也有背叛人的。。。

这几种朋友我都有。。。但我真的很心痛，为什么我会有你这样子的朋友？我们不是应该是那种在一起笑，哭，闹的朋友吗？有心事就一起讲，有八的东西也就一起八，该努力的时候就一起努力。。。可是我所看到的，和所听到的，是你一步步地背叛我。。。

我真的真的很难在假装对你微笑，也很难再面对你。。。我真的很想和你绝交，但还是不想失去你这位朋友。。。但是你却做出这些行动。。。我真的受够了，好想哭。。。

你认为你这样做对吗？如果是对的话，那就去做吧。。。我真的很无言。。。

预想

我预想不到的事情，和我不想要发生的事情，好像发生了。。。我该怎么办？

这阵子，有时我满脸犹豫，其实真的没什么，就不说话时，脸就是那么揪在一起。。。
但有时候，还真的是在想些东西，也因为我开始察觉到一些事情和朋友告诉我，我才会联想到每一件事情的发生和经过，以及我以后即将面对的事情。。。

我真的很希望这是一场梦，就好像我这几天睡不好的恶梦。。。。虽然很多坏事在梦里发生，但一睡醒，一切都成为过去，又是美好的一天。。。希望我能用这三天好好的想想，是不是我对他有什么误解，还是他真的就这么做？

问号问号问号。。。用不休止的问号。。。几时才有个明确的答案？

useless?

haiz...im not useless!!!

haha...how many times i have to say that...oni others can understand me...

i jus cant do it...don force me liao...but thanks la frens...i noe wat u all have done for me...really tq...now is waiting for me to move oni...haha...

but...i stil.......haiz...donno how to say...haha...mayb...im gutless but not useless la...haha...pls la...let me go...don force me liao...some times i also very hate myself for that de leh...haiz...

2012

2012...

我昨天看了这部戏，很好看的。当中有很多起承转合，紧张，感动，震撼，搞笑，全部都有。

不过，其实这是一部很感人，也在叫大家思考的一部电影。没有错，其实我们很有可能所剩的时间没有多久了。。。

当中，有很多令人流泪的剧情，一个父亲愿意不顾自己的命，博命的在想办法救他的家人，一个儿子通过电话告诉他的父亲再见，却无能为力，还有很多人来不及跟亲人道别。。。

所以，我们一定要珍惜我们身边的所有人，好好的爱他们如同今天是最后一天，从此以后不再见面，毫无保留的，能说我爱你就不要再等了。。。

朋友vs无能

这几天，我身边的朋友好像很多都面对着问题，尤其是感情上的。

我觉得很无能，不能帮的上什么。因为旁观者与主角是有不同的。

我唯一能做的就是陪他们谈谈心，做他们的听众，做他们诉苦的对象。

真的很不希望这一切的发生。

不过有些人，我看了就很火，到处乱写东西，乱说话。好像重头到位他没错，都是她的错。

他也不为她想想。

我自己呢，过得还挺好的。有一点点好的转变，希望能持续下去。

在最后，我希望我的朋友能度过这一切，又什么愉快不愉快都可以随时找我吧。。。

two is better than one...

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought hey
You know this could be something'

Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
Is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing'

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,Is better than one

new sem!

finally new sem start liao...hehe...this is ad the second week...so fast o...alot thing happened...and

im sorry to all my fans(im so perasan),that i so long no update my blog liao...coz buzy ma...

(excuses,actually im lazy...haha...) alot of funny and stupid yet meaningful thing happened in this

2 weeks...i try to recall as much as possible...

first of all, the girls group---S.H.I.T.S finnaly ask we guys out for dinner...laoeh...wait for so long

liao...finally finally!!!haha...so we went for steambot on the second day...hehe...

and actually i feel werid when people talk about sem sem sem...y canot say semester leh?coz feel

like they are calling me sam(sem=sam---same pronounfication...)haha...really weird lo...some

say sem break...i was like wat the...since when i break?haha...jkjk...

nex thing is that this 2 weeks is quite a great time la...i oso dono got wat happen liao...haha...oh

ya...meet up wit a few lectur and tutor that is fuuny and 'cute'...haha...damn crazy...when hear

they make jokes...felt so feram...felt like punching some one on the face...kinda funny yet

stupid...haha...

the wednesdday that jus went by,i and teh sit behind the bot...haha...so sia sui o...the people pass

by look and laugh at us...and when at the junction...i saw a driver behind us...looking at us and

feel stupid...his face writing:"wa the fish...y are they sitting ther?i should take a picture of

them..."haha...his face look slike wanna laugh...but jus tahan oni...haha...

by the way...gx boys got two member change hair style liao...guess who?haha...me and xiao

rong...i cut short short...rong grow long long...haha...and chun still that mushroom

head...jkjk...teh hair oso nicer liao...not curly any more...wats is the secret?is that he use hair

dryer...haha..guys should use it man...coz it is nicer to set up our hair...and to our fans(perasan

again)we are going ipoh soon...really soon...be patient...wakaka....thats all ba...nex time anything

interesting oni i posts again...haha...see ya...peace out!

learning korean language...

em...another simple day at home...but it didnt js wasted like that!

bcoz...today althought at home,i learned something...haha...learned korean language...slow slow learn...getting slowly addicted to korea...hehe...i started to get interested to korean entertainment...starting from last year november...bcoz of a group of newly known basketball frens which is fres of my 2 collegue i known from working...

at first jus playing ball wit them...then, a 2 of them, asked me to watch a variety show called "loveletter"which i totally recommend all of u to watch...really funny...especially a guy named kim jong min...haha...like him bcoz of his innocent role...then slowly...at first i was jus like,watever,anything,i nth to do oso,so jus give it a try lo...then i started to like it...and slowly,super junior those song ar came in...

okok...bcoz of all these..ive decided to noe more about korean words today...jus getting started...learn slow slow ba...slow slow digest ba...today i learnt a few words which is nice...

saranghae/saranghaeyo, chincha pogoshipo, chongmal choaeyo...

haha...thats all, annyunghi jumuseyo...(good night...)

today..

ok...basically...today is like this...

wake up...go for car learning...then that uncle told me nex monday start exam...hehe...fast fast...i wanna to finish it...then tomoro don have...so tomoro will be back 宅男...haha...wont go to anywher...

then...go out wit my parents to eat lunch...went to a place to eat 潮州粥which i really like it oni in this restaurant...i always can eat up to at least 5 bowl of rice...really delicious...hehe...and more wonderful about that place now is...got singapore drama having their drama set up at that place...haha...today see abit how they act...oso saw 欧宣(i think thats her name...)she look pretty than in the tv...and she is very white o...

and...i oso jus noe that day...that one of my cousin is the best fren of 李铭顺...haha...he got invite him to his wedding...hehe...

and then...most of my time is spend at home...on9...see tv...okay game...learn thing...and...sleep lo...haiz...kinda boring...haha...what should i do?no choice la...when at campus wan sem break...then when sem break miss about campus life pula...haha...i think human heart is always unsatisfied...and alot of my fren oso at home boring-ing......

these few days...

okok...since alot poeple wanna know wat i did these few days...ill write...

em...basically...is at home la...very boring...do nth special...so at home online find something to learn lo...and yes i did learned alot...

em...i learning car...nex week 15th going to exam liao...today pra test liao...so far so good...no more mati engine liao...haha...and u guys guess i in 10 minutes parked how many times? 10times!!!haha...is one minute one time...hehe...raining some more that day...but is overall ok la...

and yesterday i went to meet up my cousin...i played Wii at her place...hehe...really is a nice game console...so even can exercise without having to go outdoors...we played several games...such as table tennis, arching,bowling and ohter more...i finally got stike in bowling..YAY!!!(although is a game oni la...haha...)

then...business so far so good...got a few potential customer...thank GOD...hehe...mostly is my mom who talked la...going tampin soon to assist my mom...

so,nth special happening la actually...

Untitled

牵着你的回忆，我不懂要去哪里。

等到下个黎明，你是否还在这里。

不懂说些话语，只好编一个牵寻。

就在那棵树下，我寻得了爱的云。


多希望一片空寂，只出现在梦里。


我知道不是谁对或错，只是感情到那时都已戳托。

也许是前前后后的承诺，形成你已不再信我的祸。

思念别再缠着我拜托，我知道我现在非常的软弱。

空荡荡的这一种生活，使你我都很不想要的结果。


但如果还能再重来，我或许还是选择同样的未来。

地球

打开电视机，我看见一幕又一幕很伤人的画面。
看见母亲失去女儿伤人的脸。
打开收音机，我听见一则又一则很可怜的新闻。

我翻开报纸，又看见一张又一张很伤心的照片。
看见人人到处逃跑连连。
我翻开人心，所看见的是一片黑漆漆的空间。

为什么会这样？我不停地问。
是地球生病了还是人类惹的祸？
为什么会这样？我不停的想。
是地球惩罚人还是人来惩罚自己？

Dear God， 请给我们多一个机会。
不要将一切通通都带走。
我们会悔改，不再为自己而污染这地球。

Dear God， 请给我们多一点时间。
让我们彼此彼此都反省。
我们会改过，重新认识您给我们的地球。

You are my reason...

本来我只是一个很普通的人，

过着普通普通的生活，很闷。

本来我没想过会有想爱的人，

直到你出现在眼前，让我愣。

本来想说简简单单过完一生，

是你让我知道生命会有色彩。

总在一个人的时候感觉很冷，

你一出现我就感觉非常温暖。

You are the reason,

我每天无怨无悔的努力，

只想一天比一天更靠近你。

You are the reason,

我每天做傻傻天真的事情，

为要看见你每天开开心心。

You are the reason,

生命原来有如此多的意义，

你是我心中现在唯一的秘密。

You are the reason,

我找到了生命最终的目的，

就是你，别再怀疑，就是你。

You are my reason…

如果我们都。。。

在这一个繁忙的城市里，多少张不同的面孔，偏偏让我看见你。

在同一个自转的地球上，有不同的东南西北，我们向往同个方向。


有人说这是命运注定，明明的相遇。

有人说这是命运安排，排定我们的爱。


如果我们都不认识，我不会思念你到失去意识。

如果我们都不曾相识，也不会有我暗恋你的事。

如果我们都还不懂事，我不会有想爱你的固执。

如果我们都喜欢彼此，我一定会拥抱你到末世。

september...

this month alot thing happened...got happy de...got sad de...dono wat to say...but always beleive

that GOD is wit me...so HE will walk me throught wit everything...hehe...

firstly...this month got prom night lo...first time got into activity like this...didnt went to anything

like it b4...em...is a wonderful night...hehe...

second of all...i bought quite a few new outfit...i bought two jacket,one shirt,one pants at ipoh, and

a shoes at tampin...so it makes me over budget liao...haha...need to lower it next month...and

need to change my attitude liao...so, don cal me sam liao....cal me 'jason'...coz i wanna be 节省...

haha...

then got exam some more...6 subject...em...some really unsatisfied wit it...but have to bear wit it

la...have passed...so learnt a lesson from them lo....but overall...stil ok....

then after exam im going genting lo....hehe...hope to have fun at ther...mayb will overcome my

height fright...haha...sit roller coaster those thing...look forward to it...

but this month the most important thing is...my MOTHER BIRTHDAY!!!happy birthday to u

mommy...sorry i couldnt be there to celebrate...but i have called u and wish u lo...hehe...

and hope that mommy u can be always happy and healthy!!!i love u mommy!!!

Just So You Know...

I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but i can't move I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feelings takin control of me and I can't help it

I wont sit around I can't let him win now

Though you should know

I've tryed my best to let go of you

But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's gettin hard to Be around you Theres so much i can't say

And do you want me to hide the feelings

And look away And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptyness is killin me

I'm wonderin why i've waited so long

Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken

Now i'm waitin here Been waitin here

Just So You Know

Prom Night...

hihi..every1...long time no see...been busy and have no idea to write about anything...but now

finally have a topic...hehe....Prom Nite!


alright...this is the 1st time i go to a party like this...it's actually a farewell party for miss

Tan...and i have quite alot of fun during it...


that night...every one are formally or semi formally dressed...but who cares?as long as u wear

something nice...hehe...


the King of the prom nite is Vellus...a very handsome guy...really...haha...


the queen of the prom nite of coz is a pretty lady...but i forgot wat is her name

liao...haha...srysry...


the best outfit of the night is miss Tan...haha...when she went up ther...we ad noe who will win

it...haha...of coz is her...


and im so lucky...get the 1st price of the price drawing contest...haha...prize=a box of ferrero

rochea...hehe...


but...this all doesnt matter for me...the most meaningful thing at that night is...i get to dance with

a very beautiful lady...hehe...no need i say name la...coz even if i say u all oso dono is who...hehe...


this is the first time i actually dance with a real girl infront of me...that is not an imaginationary

image or my mother...haha...


thank you for giving me the chance...i feel really happy to have a dance with u...holding ur hands

and jus folowing the flow of music...moving the square dancing stpes...hehe...and u really look

wonderful that night...


k...thats all...bb...

if i had to live my life without you near me

the days would all be empty

the nights would seem so long

you i see forever oh so clearly

i might have been in love before

but i've never felt this strong

our dreams are young and we both know

they take us where we want to go

hold me now touch me now

i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you

you oughta know by now how much i love you

one thing you can be sure of

i never ask for more than your love

nothing's gonna change my love for you

you oughta know by now how much i love you

the world may change my whole life through

but nothing's gonna change my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy

our love will lead the way for us

like a guiding star

i'll be there for you if you should need me

you don't have to change a thing

i love you just the way you are

so come with me and share the view

i help you see forever too

hold me now touch me now

i don't want to live without you

暗恋

暗恋一个人是幸福还是痛苦？



这个问题缠绕在我心里已久。。。



对我而言，暗恋一个人可以是很幸福也可以是痛苦的。。。



痛苦的是只有你一个人知道你对那个人的感受，却又不能向她倾诉。。。所有的快乐与伤心时分，都还是得自己去承担。。。想要说，却不能够。。。总怕会永远的失去。。。不说，又很难受，因为每当回到一个人的空间时，寂寞总是会把你吞灭。。。



幸福的是，不需要被任何人或事物影响你对她的感受，因为那是你对她的个人秘密。。。有时候不需要多说什么，或者多做什么，只要安静的在一旁欣赏她。。。就觉得已经心满意住了，整个世界也变得美丽。。。



但是，这个秘密又能隐藏多久呢？自己又能够忍耐多久呢？一切，都看你自己。。。

okok...this is my group(TA21) de picture...

so, let me introduce to each and every single one of my classmates...hehe...

the malay girl in blue is cal Siti Yasmin...she...didnt talk much wit us...but can really do presentation well....

the girl beside her is catherine...she is one of S.H.E, and is our F4 de Xiao Rong de gf...haha..which is my dai shou...haha...

the tall guy behind her is kah yen...he...big guy lo..sometime emo...

the short girl infront of cat is yeeyee also known as eleven..haha...shortest girl in class...

the girl with oni the head behind is girlee...she getting more talkative liao...haha

then the girl wit 2 thumb up got alot name de lo...dai kha jie, aunty mary,cool,some more others canot write...haha...she don have any image infront of us liao lo bcoz of something...jus like that day in accounting tutorial...she....................hahahahaha.......

the girl behind her is karmun...she sits motor to school...i think she is the tallest girl in class...

the girl infront her is natalie....not bad la her...but sometimes will suddenly be abgry..then scare me off...haha...

the girl behind her is sze cia...she always folo choo chin (one of the F4)de motor come campus de...and most importantly...she is our class rep!

next, in pink colour shirt is fei fei or fly fly...haha...she not so often be wit us because needs to be wit her darling..haha...

then behind her is li teng, a.k.a pineapple..haha...always waer red colur jacket to campus...one of the fruit family...

the 2 girl infront wit the white shirt is BY2...wakaka...left=hui ming,right=wan theng...they two almost same height and always be together..so we cal them BY2...no offence..haha...

the girl behind in between them is mango.....some times blur blur...but result very geng de wor...haha...she is F4's chun chun de xiao di...

then the girl wit the yeah is hwei yuan...she oso got motor de...hehe..

the 6 guys behind i later oni talk...go infront 1st...

from the lfet is kairo...a guy who like politics and mei mei...hehe...

second guy is wei yuen...quite muscular de o him...hehe...

then the 3rd one is a girl lo...she is our yiing miin...she very outgoing de...

then the last guy infront is mei khong...he is kinda man lo...wit his new hair style...even man lo...mayb can tackle alot of girl...haha...

okok...to the most importan row on top...the last 6 guy....i will intro from the right...okok....get ready...almost to F4 liao..haha...

from the right...is ah xian...a liverpool fan....and is one of the joker in class...nice guy....

then the guy behind wit the head oni is how yuen...he sings ONLY YOU song in computer study presentation...geng o....haha...oso a very nice guy...

ok...ladies and gentleman...i hereby present to u all TA21's F4....hahahahahaha...

the handsome guy wit the balck tie is chun chun lo...he very nice and funny de...but don think of tackling him..coz he got gf liao...

then the guy behind who act cool is xiao rong...cat bf...fully bless them together...haha...getting funnier lo him....

and finally is choo chin or chin chin...he very bird de lo....talk alot of funny bird stuff...sometimes canot stand him o...

the guy with the blue tie is who?me la..who some more...haha....most handsome one in TA21...haha...jus kidding la...

ok la...this is about my class...hope u all enjoy...if wan to know anything about them...find me...haha....

simple love....

说不上为什么 我变得很主动若

爱上一个人 什么都会值得去做

我想大声宣布 对你依依不舍

连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风 在吹著头发飘动 牵著你的手 一阵莫名感动

我想带你 回我的外婆家 一起看著日落 一直到我们都睡著

我想就这样牵著你的手不放开 爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀

我 想带你骑单车

我 想和你看棒球

想这样没担忧 唱著歌 一直走

我想就这样牵著你的手不放开 爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害

你 靠著我的肩膀

你 在我胸口睡著

像这样的生活 我爱你 你爱我

想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~

想 简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~


this song is really fantastic...from the first time i heard it ive already love it...by jay chou...

Sam way Sam style Samlicious

hihi....this is the 1st time i write my blog...so, i also dono wat to write actually...mayb i can jus explain something about myself lo...to get u guys noe about me...and mayb later u guys can oso introduce urself to me...

1st of all, i would like to explain about the title of this post, which is also the moto of my blog.
Sam way---Means that sometimes u all can follow my path way to act lo...
Sam style---Means that do things in My style, not in others..haha...
Samlicious---Means that, i am delicious lo...wakaka...

okok...back to wat really matters, introduction of myself...em...im jus a simple guy lo...from Melaka,Malaysia..now studying in Kampar's UTAR...trying to do my best in my study lo...so that i can get shcolarship next year...and my parents no need to worry about my study...em...i have no brother and sister,jus me alone,its actually kinda boring when im at home alone,coz wat i can do is online online and online...

ok, i am a gemini, so i think gemini is mostly more outgoing,sporting,talkative ba...but oni to those i know la...actually im not so talkative de..i oni talk to friends oni..and i like sports really much, beasketball, football, badminton and other more lo...i like to sleep and eat, sleep and eat..hehe...wat i like the most is, talk some cold and cool jokes to make the people around me laugh...be happy always...remember, there is nothing that canot be overcome, GOD is always here for us...

So now im studying in UTAR, know alot of new friends, really happy,all of them are actually friendly especially TA21's F4...haha...em...done alot activity at here liao...maybe slowly will post up photos to share wit u all...

ok,i think thats it for my 1st post la...hope to get to know more frens throught here, and hope u guys can noe me better...see ya!