Sam-Ology

SAD

2011-06-13T19:54:00.002+08:00

Now, i feel stress and sad...

I know it will all be over soon and i will get back to my blue sky, laugh, play with frens, and enjoy my life.

But for now, im really sad. Why?

Because no one understand me...they thought i have done nothing at all, but the truth is I have try and did my best for it...I know, there is stil alot of things that i need to improve on, for example, myself...but i really put my effort for it...

I oni wish that there is someone here now!!!for me, and listen to me, and will know wat ive done all this time...

<篮球>

2011-01-23T19:29:00.002+08:00

我中学时期有两个运动陪伴我，篮球和足球。

篮球的确是我很爱的一个运动，或许是受我的几个堂哥影响吧。他们打球时总是那么的帅，可以做些有的没的的高难度动作，当然，我不够他们厉害，不过打球耍帅是必须的，哈！

偶尔因为打球，手脚脱皮，扭到手脚，对我来说除了疼痛以外，还是种特别的感觉。因为听说过一句话，“痛”能够提醒一个人他还活着，所以这种痛我一点都不怕，一点都不介意。

虽然我不是很厉害打球，不过当我打起球时，是非常认真的。尤其是在陌生的地方，或则我知道那场比赛很重要，我就会一句话也不说，跑上跑下，死盯我要guard的人。

球场上通常能够听到的话是：“这边！”，“那边！”，“来传！”，“跑位！快！”等的话。可是我通常只有说“sorry，sorry~”。因为不能进球或则不小心打到对方，就会这样子，哈。

篮球不止是一个运动，也是一个语言，因为透过篮球，我表达了一些我平常不善于表达的东西，篮球也让我结识了很多的朋友！

谢谢你篮球！

First Week

2011-01-22T21:42:00.003+08:00

First Week of my Degree Y1S3

Its super awesome...haha...even better than i can imagine...GOD bless me...haha

First day, 8 am class was fun, cant belevei so many frens were in the same class and its a busy day, cause wake up at 8am and sleep at 1 am...haha...night went to yum cha with GX Boyz...haha

And then the coming days were all very awesome themself...meet up alot of old frens, dinner, yum cha...or watever...

oh ya, jus first week oni, get to know some new frens le...but wanna know them even deeper so have to communicate more with them...

i hope this sem will not only be super awesome, but super busy as well, cause i donwan to waste no time at all...i wanna have a super meaningful life!!!

《学》

2011-01-20T00:37:00.002+08:00

最近学了很多，真的很多...从很多地方...

可以从戏剧，音乐，周遭的故事，自己的经历，文章，文字，总之，每一个生活上的大大小小的地方，细节...

人，终究是会长大的，终究要接受环境的洗礼，终究要学会如何去学...

不过，要切记，周围的事情不管多大，多渺小，都要懂得感恩，所有的事情都是为了“我”而存在的...

Am i taking things to seriously?

2011-01-08T00:59:00.002+08:00

有时候，真的不明白为什么我要对一些事情这么认真。不明白

到最后当出事时，我是千古罪人。

why why why?

如果我能轻浮一点，会更好？不吧。。。

我也没有要怪谁，不要在那边指指点点了，因为到最后指到的人又是我。

我如果做错了麻烦您直接坦率的告诉我好吗？不要让我一错再错。谢谢您。

FM

2011-01-02T17:59:00.002+08:00

今天我在驾车时听FM，哈，转来转去，不懂是哪个频道。不过，给我听到了两个道理，和大家分享。

一，幸福其实不难找，难的是不找，只要不找，幸福就自然在手中。（好深奥的话）

它的意思应该是，每个人对幸福的定义不同，有人认为有钱就是幸福，有人认为有爱就幸福，其实都是因人而异。其实在每个人追求和寻找幸福时，往往忘了，身边所能拥有的幸福。

二，当你有怎样的心情，就听怎样的歌，不过，当歌结束时，你的那个心情也要一起结束。

意思是说，不管你伤心还是开心，就听符合你心情的歌，不过如果是伤心，当伤心的歌结束时，你就应该把你那伤心的心情也和歌一起停止，不要再把它带进生活里。

哈，早知道就听多一点FM啦。。。

welcome u 2011!!!

2011-01-01T13:25:00.002+08:00

Haha...so fast o...at first it was like gonna have a year some more oni reach 2011 but now,is already here...

Sam as always, the first thing i do for new year after the 12o clock is pray...And i noe GOD really listen to my prayer...

I prayed that my family,my friends my siblings will all be healthy, wealthy and will be love by GOD...that is the most simple thing i wan...

Then this year i add on, GOD,pls giv me strength even more than i ever had, so that i can face every challenge that comes and fight every minute in my life to get wat i wan...i will win this battle...

Haha, GOD bless everyone and wish everyone have a great year!!!

男人更惨

2010-12-30T19:18:00.002+08:00

我认识一个人，他长得很帅气，很幽默，很成熟，爱家人，不要说他是个好人，但说他是个好男人绝对可以。

虽然我不是很清楚他的感情事，也不喜欢过问，不过也略懂。

他曾经有个很喜欢的人，也曾经相爱，不过最后还是分手。听说是因为女生，她因为在学校交了一班新朋友，而喜欢打机，去夜店，男朋友不能忍受了，所以分了。。。

之后，我发觉这男生开始变了，虽然变化不大，但还是变了。

他开始去夜店，之后也有女朋友，不过不久也分了，我觉得他还是很爱他的前任吧。到现在他好像都没交了。有一次，我听说他和一个人对话，那个人说：“你这么帅没有女朋友？骗人吧！”
他却很敷衍的带过。

虽然他现在还是照常吃饭，上班，去玩，可是，我觉得他变了，很可惜。

2011的计划

2010-12-29T11:01:00.002+08:00

要用这几天计划2011的生活了，一定要更好，更棒！

目前想要做的改变：

1）不要skip class。
2）过更健康的生活。
3）认识多点朋友，重组社交方式与网络。
4）不要懒惰，要对自己的生活全权负责。
5）不要放弃一些应该有的态度与执着。

暂时就这样。haha...

出乎预料！

2010-12-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

《骑白马的不一定是王子，他可能是唐僧；带翅膀的也不一定是天使，他可能是鸟人.》

昨天，我看到这句话，笑死我了。

对，不是每一样东东都是从外表看，就能知道的。

虽然是很简单的话，也很不美的用法，不过超有意思的！哈！

What if?

2010-12-27T13:04:00.002+08:00

What if?

What if one day u wake up and oni find that everything is jus a dream, a long long dream?

What if you never gonna get wat u wan in ur life?

What if the person u love doesn't love you?

What if the last thing u will ever wanna do on earth comes to u in ur nex step?

What if u changed to be the worst person u can ever imagine?

What if tomoro is the end of the day?

What if the person u hate love u the most?

What if???

Another ending chapter for my life story...

2010-12-26T15:08:00.002+08:00

This chapter is really meaningful for me...

At first u feel like u are in heaven on earth...everything u wanted, u needed, u dreamt of are there for u...

But then in a split of a second, all of it falls down like u don even noe wat is happening...

Ya, i know i am sometimes kinda look noob, but to tell the truth, im not noob as everyone think, sometimes i choose to be like that bcoz i can see how other people laugh through out the process...haha...

Yet, the ending of this chapter means there is another chapter for me to start wrting, but b4 that, i will really need to plan about it b4 i know wat i should write about...mayb this time is not about love, frens anymore...

Mayb it is jus gonna be me alone...for my plan B...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2010-12-25T00:17:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, Merry Christmas!!!haha

Actually this post is to share with everyone wat is it behind Christmas that make it so special, that make it not oni the western country celebrating it but oso Asian country.

I think most people would oni think about Santa Claus, Christmas Tree and Christmas present for this special day oni.

But the real meaning for this day is actually to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ, savior of mankind. Pls do remember that, Jesus love everyone, no matter who u are, u are not nobody, but u are someone that are very special and Jesus Love You.

Once again, Merry Christmas and Rejoy!!!

Missing Someone= Feeling Awful

2010-12-24T14:10:00.002+08:00

I hate this kind of feeling...it feels so awful...something misery...

Im jus here to express my feelings...doesnt wanna be too sentimental or wat...

But i miss everyone and out of them i miss she the most...awwww~~~~~~~

mayb is bcoz i close my self in my house for too long ba...then the sickness starts to comes out...

Need to find a way to ignore this feeling or close it down...

Go sleep go sleep...hahaha

周杰伦

2010-12-20T16:30:00.002+08:00

今天要和你们分享一个才子，他就是亚洲天王，《周杰伦》。

周杰伦，Jay Chou，出生于1979年1月18号。在他三岁那年，开始学钢琴，也开始发掘了他对音乐的天分，一直到现在，学会了各样的乐曲，如：吉他，鼓，等等的。

出道了十年，也发表了十张个人专辑，简直就是不简单。从《周杰伦同名专辑》一直到现在的《跨时代》，坚持自己的音乐风格，在每张加点不同音素，让大家不得不佩服他的恒心。

当然，如果一个艺人能够在演艺圈的其中一项领域成功已经不简单，更何况，杰伦他大胆挑战其他领域，从音乐到拍戏，再自导自演，再主持，他还是人吗？简直就是超人！哈。。。

他的音乐有声有色，他的电影叹为观止，他的主持笑声连连。

在这里和你们分享一首我很喜欢的歌曲，叫《简单爱》，这是我开始注意他的原因。还有他的《不能说的秘密》，令多少人哭了出来。。。现在的《Mr.J 频道》,更证明了他这十年来的努力，不是白费的...

Degree Year 1 Semester 2

2010-12-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

I am very happy in this sem!!!haha...it's another wonderful sem for me...I've done alot of crazy things and also meaningful things!!!

First of all, I've started to join event as commitee, this is my first time helping in an event which is called, Chinese Culture Week in UTAR and i've learnt alot and alot, thanks to everybody.

Second great thing is that I've got to know 2094, and 2095 de people even better in this sem. We eat together, play together and alot things la. Haha, thanks to Meisin for creating the group 2094&2095.

The craziest thing i did this sem, i think was nth ba...haha...oni one time i follow my fren go to ipoh jus for pasar malam...very swt...haha...

Haha, of coz, i think the nicest thing ever happen to me is knowing a girl. haha, i wont talk much at here, mayb leaving it for the nex post..haha

Happy ME!!!

New Start!!!

2010-12-19T17:12:00.001+08:00

I hope this is another new start for my blog...haha...recently kinda like blogging...I dono why, mayb got influenced ba...

真诚

2010-12-15T02:06:00.002+08:00

天气：凉爽心情：冷天

我其实很想对待每个人都是用很真诚的心，但是，我发觉，我办不到。很抱歉。

原因是，被伤害过，被出卖过，被玩弄过，被利用过。。。

我也不怪谁，因为我也学会了这样子对人，如果曾被我那样对待过的，很对不起。

我其实也很喜欢每次都和大家说说笑笑，时间很快就过去了。

但有时候，会一个不小心摆出了臭脸，真的很臭对吗？sry...

好了，收拾心情，漏出微笑，去看星星咯！！！erm...流星也是。。。哈。。。

周一couple

2010-12-12T21:32:00.000+08:00

12-12-10

2010-12-12T12:37:00.002+08:00

天气：阳光心情：阴天

今天一早起来，本来一切都好好的，谁知道我这么8，去看了一些我不该看的东西，瞬间，心情down 到谷底。

明天就要考试拉，我能够集中吗？不去想这么多吗？我几时开始这么喜欢写blog的？能够不要再这么贪玩吗？

或许在此，有人觉得我很烦，对不起，我找不到其他发泄的管道了。想睡不能睡，因为脑海里一直浮现的想象画面，令我很刺心。

是时候丢开这一切了。原有的计划就算不能去进行也就算了，怪我没有plan B，也没想好如果这一切只是我自己想太多。

最后的最后，或许只有我一个人明白，承受。

我也是人

2010-12-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

其实，这段期间，我有很多烦恼，感觉上自己还没长大，很幼稚。

为着一些有的没的而烦，都不知道自己为什么这么傻。

考试，重来就不被人喜欢吧？我也是人，当然考试也是烦恼之一，也是不喜欢考试。

但最近，又多了让我讨厌考试的理由。

疯疯癫癫，最近我总是疯疯癫癫的，当然，是为了要让朋友开心啦，或许也是释放压力的一种方法吧。

可是，总是被人觉得我好像在隐藏什么。

我，也是人。

2nd House, 2095

2010-12-04T16:21:00.004+08:00

OK! so last time i have post about 2094 and now im gonna talk about the "lovely" people of 2095. This time im gonan start with the ground floor.haha

XIAN YEUN(a.k.a XY), she ar...i dono wat to say la...after she had a hair cut, become leng ad lo...but i think from far oni.....hahah...no la, jus kidding la, from near oso nice la...but don go too close, or else u will get hurt, mayb not by she, but from 'michealangelo'..haha

Then is AH KIT lo, he very seldom play with us except going to classes, because he always go and find his gf de...and he is very hardworking la, most of the time we don go class but he still go on his own...haha....about his ex-roommate WEI JIAN, i oni have 3 words for him, "I MISS YOU", although it is abit gay for me to say this but i stil will say it.

The upstairs we have 5 beatiful ladies and 2 guys which im not going to talk about the 2 guys bcoz i don exactly know them, sorry o...haha

First im gonna start with TZE LIN ba, she is like the big sister to the family, everything will be fine under her control and care. Sometimes when the girls are hungry, she will cook for them. Sometimes when the group are quiet she will go and make some laughther and so on so on.haha

Then is SEOW WEI. I don really know what she thinks actually. Sometimes talking to her make me pek cek ar. She tell me a long long story then she ask me do i und? then i would say i und and explain to her. Then she will say i don und. After a few session, i will begin to wanna take something and smash on her head ar!!!!!but, of coz i wont do it, bcoz she is alot "stronger" than me...hahaha

To the double room where BOBO and QING HUAN stay.erm...i don really know them very well, what i know is that QING HUAN have a really cute BF, and there is a picture of them in secondary school de, her BF smile was so innocent and cute...hahaha...and she has alot of bear bear......hahaa....really like a small girl...

And for BOBO, i think she is very "fren" with 2094's "JOJO", they 2 ar...getting high-profile recetly..haha...and she is cute cute dei de girl ba...and she has a nickname "burger-burger" bcoz her face.....looks like it...hahahah

And thats all la,oh wait!!!stil got one more, how could i forget it, i wont forget her de la...haha

She is the most lovely one, her name is MEI SIN. See her name oso know 很美了啦, 美仙 wor...hahah....recently she have a new hair cut, i think she is quiet daring, but the hair style suits her and i like it:) erm, i think she is quite matured other than her looks la, bcoz from outside she is still young and pretty...hehe...

So, thats all, bye bye!

My New Housemates

2010-11-23T01:19:00.002+08:00

Ok, so here is it for my new post. Im goin to repaet wat i did for my foundation y1s1 classmates. Im goin to talk about my 2094 and 2095 housemates.

Im gonna start with 2094 mayb the nex post oni will be 2095. 2094 is a place for man to live. U know why?bcoz those guys who lives here have their pure manly hood.

First is YIBIN la...i knew him since i was in form 1...it has been quite a long time for us to be frens...haha..and he is talented la with his guitar...but his dota....not so la....hahahahaha...

Secondly is the 6 man group.
AH SENG who seems to be their leader, is always bullied by everyone actually. I think he is very very very noob. And recently he tries to get close to me to talk about his "private life stories". haha. Then there is this big macho guy who name is AH HAO. He like basketball and i think almost every evening he will cycle out to join the game with the other guys.

Then there is this guy who looks smart in his study but actually he likes sport as well. He is AH BOON.haha. Then there is this noob guy who is quite pro in his dance. I always ask him to teach me but until now, no lesson at all...He starts to like teasing me. He is AH YANG.

And we have this foundation guy, AH XIAN. I think he is not bad in his cooking. At least better than mine la.haha. His roommate is quite a quiet guy and his name is AH BI. So that basically makes up the first floor housemates.

On the ground floor, there is this 2 very very very noob de people, one is AH GAM one is JOSEPH. These two ar.........i sometimes really dono wat to say.........i wanna scold bad words but its not worthy......wanna say their good stuff but cant really find...so thats all la...donwan talk about them....haha...

And lastly is our lovely couple KENNY AND JENNY. erm, KENNY is a nice guy...he always be our driver fetch us here fetch us there....but sometimes, he can really make u pissed off, but its oso ok la...coz i still can tahan with it la...haha...and JENNY not bad la i can say...hahaha...

Dance With My Father

2010-10-07T15:22:00.003+08:00

This is a wonderful song, when i heard it for the first time, I had tears all over my eyes.
It is a song from Luther Vandross, a great singer. Here is the lyrics. Please do love your family.

Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around till I fell asleep then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance Another walk, another dance with him I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he Would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance One final step, one final dance with him I’d play a song that would never, ever end
Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m prayin’ for much too much But could You send back the only man she loved I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep And this is all I ever dream

2010-10-03T21:51:00.002+08:00

教授：我向你们证明。若上帝存在，他会时邪恶的。
上帝确实是万物的创造者嘛？若上帝创造了万物，那他也创造了邪恶。即，上帝也是邪恶的了。

小孩：不是，教授。
寒冷存在吗？

教授：什么问题。寒冷当然存在拉。你未曾冻过吗？

小孩：事实上老师，寒冷并不存在。根据物理定律，我们所谓的寒冷，实质上是缺少了热量。
教授，黑暗存在吗？

教授：当然存在啦。

小孩：老师，这并不正确。黑暗也是不存在的。黑暗的实质是缺少了光。人可以研究光，而非黑暗。
邪恶并不存在，它就好象黑暗与寒冷。上帝没有创造邪恶。邪恶只是一种状态，当人心中缺乏上帝的爱。

这小孩的名字是，阿尔伯特爱恩斯坦。（1879-1955）

回归正传！

2010-10-03T18:36:00.001+08:00

哈。。。

“我回来了！”

ps：看看这次我可以耐多久。

灿烂的遗产

2010-06-28T22:17:00.001+08:00

这是银星和俊世的爱情故事。。。
当初，银星只是朋友的朋友，而俊世陪着他的朋友去见她。他不把她放在眼里，因为他认为她就只是朋友。就这样，时间过去了。

而在某天的某个地方，俊世又再次遇见她，而这一次，他开始的有想要保护她的念头，因为他看见了她最真的一面，无论多困难多委屈，她都能够坦然的面对。

就这样，他总是默默地默默地付出，是属于那种不求回报的付出。银星坏了手机，俊世就会找个借口买个手机说是他幸运抽到了一支手机，转送给她。女的说不见了某些东西，他就会帮她去寻找。女的生病了，他还会去帮她完成她该做的工作。他也总是给与她最适当的安慰与支持。

有一天，他终于认为是时候向她坦白了。。。
男：我不想再做你的哥哥了。。。
女：为什么？
男：有谁会希望一辈子作为他心爱女人的哥哥啊？
女：对不起，我觉得现在不能够，因为我还有一些还没完成的事。
男：那，在你完成之前，那个位子是留给我的咯。
女：可…要你等我，好像对你不公平。
男：有嘛？我不觉得，我不是在等你，而是陪伴着你，这是我最想要做的事。我为你做的都是我喜欢做的事，不要有负担，也不许你报答我。

过了好一段时间，银星，竟然爱上了另外一位男的。这一次，她约了俊世出来会面，说有些事要坦白，但她唯一不知道的是，俊世，早已知道她想对他做的残忍。。。

男：你不是说有话对我说嘛？（勉强的笑着）
女：上次说的，我想了想我做不到。
男：你是说我给你负担了吗？
女：不是。只是因为抱歉。我的那个约定，不能遵守了。
男：原来我的感情给你负担了。因为他嘛？我本来希望那只是他自己单方面的感情。而你却，为什么偏偏是他？他又不是一个可以比我还要关心你，照顾你，给你幸福的人，更不是一个可以不顾一切去爱你的人，为什么是他？！

女：真的很抱歉。
男：这段时间，一直守护着你身边，你以为我很好受吗？你的状况不好，我做着我能够帮你的事，守护着你，我认为是为你好。
女：我知道。
男：如果知道你会因为他慢慢走近你，跟你倾诉而心动的话，我不会坐视不理。
女：不是这样的，只是我都不知不觉就变成了这样了。
男：你不知道这种感觉吧？没有生气的资格，却又十分生气。没有拥抱的资格却又十分想拥抱。对于将要走远的人没法抓住，只能看着她走远的感觉。
大家都哭了。。。
在这个爱情故事里，俊世原来只是个配角，因为他永远都爱不到他想要爱的女人。

以上的故事来之于灿烂的遗产，真的很好看，很感人。。。也教我了不要随便为一个女的付出这么多，如果真的要付出，一定要有心理准备，不要有任何想要得到的想法。。。

I'm Back!!!

2010-06-25T11:01:00.001+08:00

haha...recently...i am too boring liao...so, i think i will be back writing some noob noob de thing in here...haha...to noob noob de readers...mayb u will like it...but to pro pro de readers...mayb u like to laugh at it ba...anyway, i am back!!!

我的故事

2009-12-14T18:29:00.002+08:00

有一个男子，他很喜欢很喜欢一个女子，他身边的朋友都知道，只有她不知道。。。
就在他决定要真真追求这位女子时，他一直以来的一个‘好朋友’，既然告诉他说：“我现在也喜欢那个女的。”
当下，这个男的，觉得很慌妙，怎么会有这种朋友？

其实这个男的就是我，我怎么也想不到，我一直以来对他那么好，把他当作好朋友对待，他现在却要和我争同一个女生。为什么世界上有这种人？

“你告诉我你喜欢她的意思是什么？”我问他。
“只想让你知道，因为我不想对不起你。”他说。
“可是打从你开始喜欢她的那一刻起，你对得起我嘛？”我问。
“我也不想的，可是我控制不了自己的感觉。”他说。

屁，我们不是动物，而是人类，我们有自制能力的好吗？

“那你现在的女朋友要怎么办？”我问。
“我要和她分手了，因为没有感觉。”他说。

有这种朋友，我真的无话可说。

我的朋友告诉我：
“这种朋友要不得”我赞成。
“不要放弃！”我一定不会的。
“既然他那么贱，你就要贱过他。”对不起，我做不到，因为我不是他。

你以为你私底下做的事我不知道吗？我从来不说些什么，是因为我信任你，不过以后，我再也不会这么容易相信别人了。

难道你的感觉是突然来的吗？不可能！一定是相处久了才有的。那么，你早就知道我喜欢她，你还一直缠着她干嘛？你从头到尾，都没把我当作你的朋友。那么，你也不需要我把你当朋友看待吧。

我真的很伤心，很心痛，本来想简简单单的，却发生那么多事。无话可说了。

朋友

2009-12-08T10:45:00.003+08:00

朋友，有很多种，有陪你一起笑一起哭的，也有只陪你笑但不陪你哭的，也有利用感情的，也有不在乎感情的，有重义气的，也有背叛人的。。。

这几种朋友我都有。。。但我真的很心痛，为什么我会有你这样子的朋友？我们不是应该是那种在一起笑，哭，闹的朋友吗？有心事就一起讲，有八的东西也就一起八，该努力的时候就一起努力。。。可是我所看到的，和所听到的，是你一步步地背叛我。。。

我真的真的很难在假装对你微笑，也很难再面对你。。。我真的很想和你绝交，但还是不想失去你这位朋友。。。但是你却做出这些行动。。。我真的受够了，好想哭。。。

你认为你这样做对吗？如果是对的话，那就去做吧。。。我真的很无言。。。

预想

2009-11-28T00:23:00.003+08:00

我预想不到的事情，和我不想要发生的事情，好像发生了。。。我该怎么办？

这阵子，有时我满脸犹豫，其实真的没什么，就不说话时，脸就是那么揪在一起。。。
但有时候，还真的是在想些东西，也因为我开始察觉到一些事情和朋友告诉我，我才会联想到每一件事情的发生和经过，以及我以后即将面对的事情。。。

我真的很希望这是一场梦，就好像我这几天睡不好的恶梦。。。。虽然很多坏事在梦里发生，但一睡醒，一切都成为过去，又是美好的一天。。。希望我能用这三天好好的想想，是不是我对他有什么误解，还是他真的就这么做？

问号问号问号。。。用不休止的问号。。。几时才有个明确的答案？

useless?

2009-11-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

haiz...im not useless!!!

haha...how many times i have to say that...oni others can understand me...

i jus cant do it...don force me liao...but thanks la frens...i noe wat u all have done for me...really tq...now is waiting for me to move oni...haha...

but...i stil.......haiz...donno how to say...haha...mayb...im gutless but not useless la...haha...pls la...let me go...don force me liao...some times i also very hate myself for that de leh...haiz...

2012

2009-11-15T15:10:00.002+08:00

2012...

我昨天看了这部戏，很好看的。当中有很多起承转合，紧张，感动，震撼，搞笑，全部都有。

不过，其实这是一部很感人，也在叫大家思考的一部电影。没有错，其实我们很有可能所剩的时间没有多久了。。。

当中，有很多令人流泪的剧情，一个父亲愿意不顾自己的命，博命的在想办法救他的家人，一个儿子通过电话告诉他的父亲再见，却无能为力，还有很多人来不及跟亲人道别。。。

所以，我们一定要珍惜我们身边的所有人，好好的爱他们如同今天是最后一天，从此以后不再见面，毫无保留的，能说我爱你就不要再等了。。。

朋友vs无能

2009-11-08T00:54:00.002+08:00

这几天，我身边的朋友好像很多都面对着问题，尤其是感情上的。

我觉得很无能，不能帮的上什么。因为旁观者与主角是有不同的。

我唯一能做的就是陪他们谈谈心，做他们的听众，做他们诉苦的对象。

真的很不希望这一切的发生。

不过有些人，我看了就很火，到处乱写东西，乱说话。好像重头到位他没错，都是她的错。

他也不为她想想。

我自己呢，过得还挺好的。有一点点好的转变，希望能持续下去。

在最后，我希望我的朋友能度过这一切，又什么愉快不愉快都可以随时找我吧。。。

two is better than one...

2009-11-03T17:42:00.001+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought hey
You know this could be something'

Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,
Is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing'

Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, we're leaving

And maybe it's true,
That I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one

There's so much time,
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two,Is better than one

new sem!

2009-10-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

finally new sem start liao...hehe...this is ad the second week...so fast o...alot thing happened...and

im sorry to all my fans(im so perasan),that i so long no update my blog liao...coz buzy ma...

(excuses,actually im lazy...haha...) alot of funny and stupid yet meaningful thing happened in this

2 weeks...i try to recall as much as possible...

first of all, the girls group---S.H.I.T.S finnaly ask we guys out for dinner...laoeh...wait for so long

liao...finally finally!!!haha...so we went for steambot on the second day...hehe...

and actually i feel werid when people talk about sem sem sem...y canot say semester leh?coz feel

like they are calling me sam(sem=sam---same pronounfication...)haha...really weird lo...some

say sem break...i was like wat the...since when i break?haha...jkjk...

nex thing is that this 2 weeks is quite a great time la...i oso dono got wat happen liao...haha...oh

ya...meet up wit a few lectur and tutor that is fuuny and 'cute'...haha...damn crazy...when hear

they make jokes...felt so feram...felt like punching some one on the face...kinda funny yet

stupid...haha...

the wednesdday that jus went by,i and teh sit behind the bot...haha...so sia sui o...the people pass

by look and laugh at us...and when at the junction...i saw a driver behind us...looking at us and

feel stupid...his face writing:"wa the fish...y are they sitting ther?i should take a picture of

them..."haha...his face look slike wanna laugh...but jus tahan oni...haha...

by the way...gx boys got two member change hair style liao...guess who?haha...me and xiao

rong...i cut short short...rong grow long long...haha...and chun still that mushroom

head...jkjk...teh hair oso nicer liao...not curly any more...wats is the secret?is that he use hair

dryer...haha..guys should use it man...coz it is nicer to set up our hair...and to our fans(perasan

again)we are going ipoh soon...really soon...be patient...wakaka....thats all ba...nex time anything

interesting oni i posts again...haha...see ya...peace out!

learning korean language...

2009-10-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

em...another simple day at home...but it didnt js wasted like that!

bcoz...today althought at home,i learned something...haha...learned korean language...slow slow learn...getting slowly addicted to korea...hehe...i started to get interested to korean entertainment...starting from last year november...bcoz of a group of newly known basketball frens which is fres of my 2 collegue i known from working...

at first jus playing ball wit them...then, a 2 of them, asked me to watch a variety show called "loveletter"which i totally recommend all of u to watch...really funny...especially a guy named kim jong min...haha...like him bcoz of his innocent role...then slowly...at first i was jus like,watever,anything,i nth to do oso,so jus give it a try lo...then i started to like it...and slowly,super junior those song ar came in...

okok...bcoz of all these..ive decided to noe more about korean words today...jus getting started...learn slow slow ba...slow slow digest ba...today i learnt a few words which is nice...

saranghae/saranghaeyo, chincha pogoshipo, chongmal choaeyo...

haha...thats all, annyunghi jumuseyo...(good night...)

today..

2009-10-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

ok...basically...today is like this...

wake up...go for car learning...then that uncle told me nex monday start exam...hehe...fast fast...i wanna to finish it...then tomoro don have...so tomoro will be back 宅男...haha...wont go to anywher...

then...go out wit my parents to eat lunch...went to a place to eat 潮州粥which i really like it oni in this restaurant...i always can eat up to at least 5 bowl of rice...really delicious...hehe...and more wonderful about that place now is...got singapore drama having their drama set up at that place...haha...today see abit how they act...oso saw 欧宣(i think thats her name...)she look pretty than in the tv...and she is very white o...

and...i oso jus noe that day...that one of my cousin is the best fren of 李铭顺...haha...he got invite him to his wedding...hehe...

and then...most of my time is spend at home...on9...see tv...okay game...learn thing...and...sleep lo...haiz...kinda boring...haha...what should i do?no choice la...when at campus wan sem break...then when sem break miss about campus life pula...haha...i think human heart is always unsatisfied...and alot of my fren oso at home boring-ing......

these few days...

2009-10-06T18:24:00.002+08:00

okok...since alot poeple wanna know wat i did these few days...ill write...

em...basically...is at home la...very boring...do nth special...so at home online find something to learn lo...and yes i did learned alot...

em...i learning car...nex week 15th going to exam liao...today pra test liao...so far so good...no more mati engine liao...haha...and u guys guess i in 10 minutes parked how many times? 10times!!!haha...is one minute one time...hehe...raining some more that day...but is overall ok la...

and yesterday i went to meet up my cousin...i played Wii at her place...hehe...really is a nice game console...so even can exercise without having to go outdoors...we played several games...such as table tennis, arching,bowling and ohter more...i finally got stike in bowling..YAY!!!(although is a game oni la...haha...)

then...business so far so good...got a few potential customer...thank GOD...hehe...mostly is my mom who talked la...going tampin soon to assist my mom...

so,nth special happening la actually...

Untitled

2009-10-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

牵着你的回忆，我不懂要去哪里。

等到下个黎明，你是否还在这里。

不懂说些话语，只好编一个牵寻。

就在那棵树下，我寻得了爱的云。

多希望一片空寂，只出现在梦里。

我知道不是谁对或错，只是感情到那时都已戳托。

也许是前前后后的承诺，形成你已不再信我的祸。

思念别再缠着我拜托，我知道我现在非常的软弱。

空荡荡的这一种生活，使你我都很不想要的结果。

但如果还能再重来，我或许还是选择同样的未来。

地球

2009-10-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

打开电视机，我看见一幕又一幕很伤人的画面。
看见母亲失去女儿伤人的脸。
打开收音机，我听见一则又一则很可怜的新闻。

我翻开报纸，又看见一张又一张很伤心的照片。
看见人人到处逃跑连连。
我翻开人心，所看见的是一片黑漆漆的空间。

为什么会这样？我不停地问。
是地球生病了还是人类惹的祸？
为什么会这样？我不停的想。
是地球惩罚人还是人来惩罚自己？

Dear God，请给我们多一个机会。
不要将一切通通都带走。
我们会悔改，不再为自己而污染这地球。

Dear God，请给我们多一点时间。
让我们彼此彼此都反省。
我们会改过，重新认识您给我们的地球。

You are my reason...

2009-10-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

本来我只是一个很普通的人，

过着普通普通的生活，很闷。

本来我没想过会有想爱的人，

直到你出现在眼前，让我愣。

本来想说简简单单过完一生，

是你让我知道生命会有色彩。

总在一个人的时候感觉很冷，

你一出现我就感觉非常温暖。

You are the reason,

我每天无怨无悔的努力，

只想一天比一天更靠近你。

You are the reason,

我每天做傻傻天真的事情，

为要看见你每天开开心心。

You are the reason,

生命原来有如此多的意义，

你是我心中现在唯一的秘密。

You are the reason,

我找到了生命最终的目的，

就是你，别再怀疑，就是你。

You are my reason…

如果我们都。。。

2009-09-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

在这一个繁忙的城市里，多少张不同的面孔，偏偏让我看见你。

在同一个自转的地球上，有不同的东南西北，我们向往同个方向。

有人说这是命运注定，明明的相遇。

有人说这是命运安排，排定我们的爱。

如果我们都不认识，我不会思念你到失去意识。

如果我们都不曾相识，也不会有我暗恋你的事。

如果我们都还不懂事，我不会有想爱你的固执。

如果我们都喜欢彼此，我一定会拥抱你到末世。

september...

2009-09-19T15:51:00.000+08:00

this month alot thing happened...got happy de...got sad de...dono wat to say...but always beleive

that GOD is wit me...so HE will walk me throught wit everything...hehe...

firstly...this month got prom night lo...first time got into activity like this...didnt went to anything

like it b4...em...is a wonderful night...hehe...

second of all...i bought quite a few new outfit...i bought two jacket,one shirt,one pants at ipoh, and

a shoes at tampin...so it makes me over budget liao...haha...need to lower it next month...and

need to change my attitude liao...so, don cal me sam liao....cal me 'jason'...coz i wanna be 节省...

haha...

then got exam some more...6 subject...em...some really unsatisfied wit it...but have to bear wit it

la...have passed...so learnt a lesson from them lo....but overall...stil ok....

then after exam im going genting lo....hehe...hope to have fun at ther...mayb will overcome my

height fright...haha...sit roller coaster those thing...look forward to it...

but this month the most important thing is...my MOTHER BIRTHDAY!!!happy birthday to u

mommy...sorry i couldnt be there to celebrate...but i have called u and wish u lo...hehe...

and hope that mommy u can be always happy and healthy!!!i love u mommy!!!

Just So You Know...

2009-09-13T02:37:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't love you but i want to I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you but i can't move I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

This feelings takin control of me and I can't help it

I wont sit around I can't let him win now

Though you should know

I've tryed my best to let go of you

But i don't want to I just gutta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's gettin hard to Be around you Theres so much i can't say

And do you want me to hide the feelings

And look away And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

This emptyness is killin me

I'm wonderin why i've waited so long

Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken

Now i'm waitin here Been waitin here

Just So You Know

Prom Night...

2009-09-06T12:05:00.000+08:00

hihi..every1...long time no see...been busy and have no idea to write about anything...but now

finally have a topic...hehe....Prom Nite!

alright...this is the 1st time i go to a party like this...it's actually a farewell party for miss

Tan...and i have quite alot of fun during it...

that night...every one are formally or semi formally dressed...but who cares?as long as u wear

something nice...hehe...

the King of the prom nite is Vellus...a very handsome guy...really...haha...

the queen of the prom nite of coz is a pretty lady...but i forgot wat is her name

liao...haha...srysry...

the best outfit of the night is miss Tan...haha...when she went up ther...we ad noe who will win

it...haha...of coz is her...

and im so lucky...get the 1st price of the price drawing contest...haha...prize=a box of ferrero

rochea...hehe...

but...this all doesnt matter for me...the most meaningful thing at that night is...i get to dance with

a very beautiful lady...hehe...no need i say name la...coz even if i say u all oso dono is who...hehe...

this is the first time i actually dance with a real girl infront of me...that is not an imaginationary

image or my mother...haha...

thank you for giving me the chance...i feel really happy to have a dance with u...holding ur hands

and jus folowing the flow of music...moving the square dancing stpes...hehe...and u really look

wonderful that night...

k...thats all...bb...

2009-08-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

if i had to live my life without you near me

the days would all be empty

the nights would seem so long

you i see forever oh so clearly

i might have been in love before

but i've never felt this strong

our dreams are young and we both know

they take us where we want to go

hold me now touch me now

i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you

you oughta know by now how much i love you

one thing you can be sure of

i never ask for more than your love

nothing's gonna change my love for you

you oughta know by now how much i love you

the world may change my whole life through

but nothing's gonna change my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy

our love will lead the way for us

like a guiding star

i'll be there for you if you should need me

you don't have to change a thing

i love you just the way you are

so come with me and share the view

i help you see forever too

hold me now touch me now

i don't want to live without you

暗恋

2009-08-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

暗恋一个人是幸福还是痛苦？

这个问题缠绕在我心里已久。。。

对我而言，暗恋一个人可以是很幸福也可以是痛苦的。。。

痛苦的是只有你一个人知道你对那个人的感受，却又不能向她倾诉。。。所有的快乐与伤心时分，都还是得自己去承担。。。想要说，却不能够。。。总怕会永远的失去。。。不说，又很难受，因为每当回到一个人的空间时，寂寞总是会把你吞灭。。。

幸福的是，不需要被任何人或事物影响你对她的感受，因为那是你对她的个人秘密。。。有时候不需要多说什么，或者多做什么，只要安静的在一旁欣赏她。。。就觉得已经心满意住了，整个世界也变得美丽。。。

但是，这个秘密又能隐藏多久呢？自己又能够忍耐多久呢？一切，都看你自己。。。

2009-08-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

okok...this is my group(TA21) de picture...

so, let me introduce to each and every single one of my classmates...hehe...

the malay girl in blue is cal Siti Yasmin...she...didnt talk much wit us...but can really do presentation well....

the girl beside her is catherine...she is one of S.H.E, and is our F4 de Xiao Rong de gf...haha..which is my dai shou...haha...

the tall guy behind her is kah yen...he...big guy lo..sometime emo...

the short girl infront of cat is yeeyee also known as eleven..haha...shortest girl in class...

the girl with oni the head behind is girlee...she getting more talkative liao...haha

then the girl wit 2 thumb up got alot name de lo...dai kha jie, aunty mary,cool,some more others canot write...haha...she don have any image infront of us liao lo bcoz of something...jus like that day in accounting tutorial...she....................hahahahaha.......

the girl behind her is karmun...she sits motor to school...i think she is the tallest girl in class...

the girl infront her is natalie....not bad la her...but sometimes will suddenly be abgry..then scare me off...haha...

the girl behind her is sze cia...she always folo choo chin (one of the F4)de motor come campus de...and most importantly...she is our class rep!

next, in pink colour shirt is fei fei or fly fly...haha...she not so often be wit us because needs to be wit her darling..haha...

then behind her is li teng, a.k.a pineapple..haha...always waer red colur jacket to campus...one of the fruit family...

the 2 girl infront wit the white shirt is BY2...wakaka...left=hui ming,right=wan theng...they two almost same height and always be together..so we cal them BY2...no offence..haha...

the girl behind in between them is mango.....some times blur blur...but result very geng de wor...haha...she is F4's chun chun de xiao di...

then the girl wit the yeah is hwei yuan...she oso got motor de...hehe..

the 6 guys behind i later oni talk...go infront 1st...

from the lfet is kairo...a guy who like politics and mei mei...hehe...

second guy is wei yuen...quite muscular de o him...hehe...

then the 3rd one is a girl lo...she is our yiing miin...she very outgoing de...

then the last guy infront is mei khong...he is kinda man lo...wit his new hair style...even man lo...mayb can tackle alot of girl...haha...

okok...to the most importan row on top...the last 6 guy....i will intro from the right...okok....get ready...almost to F4 liao..haha...

from the right...is ah xian...a liverpool fan....and is one of the joker in class...nice guy....

then the guy behind wit the head oni is how yuen...he sings ONLY YOU song in computer study presentation...geng o....haha...oso a very nice guy...

ok...ladies and gentleman...i hereby present to u all TA21's F4....hahahahahaha...

the handsome guy wit the balck tie is chun chun lo...he very nice and funny de...but don think of tackling him..coz he got gf liao...

then the guy behind who act cool is xiao rong...cat bf...fully bless them together...haha...getting funnier lo him....

and finally is choo chin or chin chin...he very bird de lo....talk alot of funny bird stuff...sometimes canot stand him o...

the guy with the blue tie is who?me la..who some more...haha....most handsome one in TA21...haha...jus kidding la...

ok la...this is about my class...hope u all enjoy...if wan to know anything about them...find me...haha....

simple love....

2009-08-25T09:23:00.000+08:00

说不上为什么我变得很主动若

爱上一个人什么都会值得去做

我想大声宣布对你依依不舍

连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受

河边的风在吹著头发飘动牵著你的手一阵莫名感动

我想带你回我的外婆家一起看著日落一直到我们都睡著

我想就这样牵著你的手不放开爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀

我想带你骑单车

我想和你看棒球

想这样没担忧唱著歌一直走

我想就这样牵著你的手不放开爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害

你靠著我的肩膀

你在我胸口睡著

像这样的生活我爱你你爱我

想简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~

想简!简!单!单! 爱~~~~~~~~~~

this song is really fantastic...from the first time i heard it ive already love it...by jay chou...

Sam way Sam style Samlicious

2009-08-23T18:36:00.000+08:00

hihi....this is the 1st time i write my blog...so, i also dono wat to write actually...mayb i can jus explain something about myself lo...to get u guys noe about me...and mayb later u guys can oso introduce urself to me...

1st of all, i would like to explain about the title of this post, which is also the moto of my blog.
Sam way---Means that sometimes u all can follow my path way to act lo...
Sam style---Means that do things in My style, not in others..haha...
Samlicious---Means that, i am delicious lo...wakaka...

okok...back to wat really matters, introduction of myself...em...im jus a simple guy lo...from Melaka,Malaysia..now studying in Kampar's UTAR...trying to do my best in my study lo...so that i can get shcolarship next year...and my parents no need to worry about my study...em...i have no brother and sister,jus me alone,its actually kinda boring when im at home alone,coz wat i can do is online online and online...

ok, i am a gemini, so i think gemini is mostly more outgoing,sporting,talkative ba...but oni to those i know la...actually im not so talkative de..i oni talk to friends oni..and i like sports really much, beasketball, football, badminton and other more lo...i like to sleep and eat, sleep and eat..hehe...wat i like the most is, talk some cold and cool jokes to make the people around me laugh...be happy always...remember, there is nothing that canot be overcome, GOD is always here for us...

So now im studying in UTAR, know alot of new friends, really happy,all of them are actually friendly especially TA21's F4...haha...em...done alot activity at here liao...maybe slowly will post up photos to share wit u all...

ok,i think thats it for my 1st post la...hope to get to know more frens throught here, and hope u guys can noe me better...see ya!